Hello~! I’m so sorry to bother everyone tonight, I need to make quick money to pay for my college tution and was wondering if you could donate or buy cheap sketch commissions for 8-10 USD. You’ll get a half body no matter the price, maybe a little color if you pay a little more…Please send me a message through my email: aperez223m@gmail.com thank you!
Here’s what i need to pay for college:
I’m sorry I can’t donate at all, as I’m short on cash myself. But I hope you get this settled soon! All the best!
1. You say it’s okay 2. It’s not. 3. How is it okay. 4. When I’m the only one who knows what I want. 5. Is it because mom told you I was emotionally unstable? 6. Is it because you doubt my effort to save myself? 7. I doubt myself too. Constantly. And before, so much more. 8. But that’s why I throw myself in deep ends 9. You tell me not to worry, that everything will work out fine. 10. And then you tell me I have to fend for myself. 11. Even I know that we’re supposed to hope and work hard but 12. What are you depending on now? 13. I can’t make up my mind anymore with this mess. 14. I already can’t tell which voice is my voice. 15. If love is a game then this is not love. 16. Just a game with cruel bounds. 17. Chase your dreams they said 18. Life is short they said. 19. You’re generation doesn’t know suffering they said. 20. Do what you love and love what you do they said. 21. Cut the crap. 22. Give me my life back. 23. Keep the fire burning you say? 24. It has consumed. 25. Defused. 26. Taken over me. 27. Till I am nothing more 28. Than a pile of ash. 29. If this is passion 30. Then I do not want it.
Had a dream that I was at this sweettttt hobbit-fair like everything was set up so nicely, the little houses and carnival flags and there was a bit of Lake town twist in it. And then as I was about to go home with my friend we spotted Richard Armitage and Liv Tyler enter one of the houses for what seemed to be a press conference and they looked pretty free. I got all so excited and happy and got my phone out to take a picture with Liv Tyler first. But then i don’t know whathec happened with my phone and it took so long to get the camera up and it was getting so upsetting and awkward and then SUDDENLY out comes MY DAD shouting my name and when I turn I see him carrying three FREAKING HUNTING KNIVES (kinda like Fili’s) and he’s like so freaking pissed because he wants me to get into the car and he wants to get home. Then he starts threatening to kill Richard Armitage and Liv Tyler and I’m standing there like WTHECDADDONTDOIT and Richard and Live are just like half-panicking and trying to be nice and get my dad to calm down. Then it gets all so awkward because I’m just trying to get my dad to not kill them and he’s like ‘HURRY UP’ and the camera is still being an uncooperative ass and can you even imagine trying to smile for a picture in that setting it was complete bullocks. Like you’re sweating and you’re dad’s trying to kill the person you’re tryna take a picture with and everyone looks like shit and is panicking how the heck do you smile for a picture.
In the end I got a stupid picture that wasn’t even accurate because you know how dreams tend to twist things and the pictures were not just myself and either actor, it was myself and my classmates and them some where in the back looking so tiny. It was literally the worst picture ever.
Talk about starting on top of a dream and falling into deep shit in the end.
